Beatrice was the love and inspiration for Dante. Ariadne was immortal goddess and golden thread to Theseus and wife of Dionysus. Ariadne gave the golden thread to Theseus, so he would get out of the labyrinth. The story says that Dionysus went to Hades and back to save Ariadne. She was the way shower for one man and love for the other, the perfect aim or game, some may say. She was the unraveler in the dance of the eternity. Were they historic figures or just a myth? Were they real or just phantasmagoria? Well, it seems like they were perfect incarnate feminine aspect of creation, authentic queens. Of course, Helen of Troy she was the ultimate sport…

Who is the perfect queen?

If she stands in her full power she intimidates, maybe even scares mortals although she pretends she is one of them. She has to dim her light and hide the power because mortals get jealous and then they do insane things, they try to own the power, they try to posses it or they try to destroy it, that is why she is so addictive. She is the ultimate high for the mortal. Mere mortals aren’t aware of what it is, they would call it special because it is new experience for them. This specialness isn’t a sexy image that mortal girls try to create to sell themselves, mortal girls, a bit primitive and naive. Although queen doesn’t play mortal games it is too boring, creating sexy image and then think that it is the ultimate game, it seems like you play all the game with one card. How can you play poker with one card? Of course, if you ever want to play the game.

Mystics don’t have to stand out in the crowd because they don’t want to be seen by the crowd and mystic will see/recognize another mystic even s/he is in the rags. Queen doesn’t need a throne or a crown, these are just decorations, mystics don’t need attributes these are the toys for the amateurs. Only primitive people fall in love with accessories and images these are just facade, which like house of cards are easily destroyed.

There are a lot of artists in the world and they create create outside of themselves, they get glimpses of divinity when they create. When person knows self, real self and then creates self consciously and aware that is real creation. ‘Know thyself’

Masterpiece is thrown into the mess of the world, it is still a masterpiece…

Who is to say what is a masterpiece and what is a mess? Depends who looks at it demon or angel…in the eye of eternity everything is perfect the mess is perfect, the masterpiece is perfect and both don’t exist at the same time.

So is it just masterpiesfull mess that doesn’t exist? There are endless states of mind and you may experience low or high states of mind, that is your choice

If person knows how to attract people, they also know how to repel people, queen chose to repel people because in this world there are too many weeds. Why would you want to attract weeds in your reality?

What draws two people together? Some say power, some say similar karma, well the pragmatist would say the same goals…so,who is right?

Humans try to posses divinity although it can only be the other way round divinity possesses you.

Queen was approached by princes of light and darkness they have tried to impress her with their mastery in illusions. Some tried to impress her with their grotesque creations some wonderful creations,you have to give credit for them they were masters of illusions, definitely not lacking in imagination. Although how can you impress the master of illusion? How can you sell the ultimate game to the master of illusions. When you have seen the light the dark and the clear light of reality who can impress you?

Although it is sort of amusing to watch the illusion, how existence unfolds itself, it is so wonderful, grotesque, humorous of course it is entertaining!

Sometimes queen embraces the play of existence and she wants to fulfil the desires and fears of the princes although the most of her time she is just a neutral observer that which doesn’t interfere. Princes want to share reality with her although would she let anyone to merge their reality with hers. Does princes and queens life mix? What about mere mortal? What do you do with mere mortal? Or queen is just arrogant bitch that underestimates humans?

AUM

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What is the power? Power, the ultimate drug, addiction at least on this planet although not for all, there are some exceptions, there are few beings who don’t play that game. Once being have a taste of power nothing else gives them higher high then game of power the ultimate game and thrill. Main game on planet earth power and abuse of power. The queen that was the one of the main players in the planetary chess game. She tasted the power long time ago she drank power, every drop she could take in, consuming power.

Like other drugs it is the same with power, the more you use it the more you NEED it, so addictive, the dose have to increase. This game sucked in all of her being, the main demons of hers were greed and jealousy. Many lifetimes she played the same game, facade changed although game didn’t change, you must get bored at some point. She was very power thirsty although the sad thing about her thirst is, it never gets fulfilled, she still felt shallow and empty. She was jealous of beings who had light, that light, that was the ultimate power, unlimited. Queen had it once although she lost it. She was jealous of light, she wanted posses the light although you can’t, light can possess you not the other way round. Jealousy and greed blinded her and she tried to destroy all the beings who were light, the enlightened ones.

Mere mortal couldn’t manage the power, that queen possessed, this would totally crush their being. This is the same with enlightenment if mere mortal ‘attains’ enlightenment they usually leave the body.

How long would queen continue to play the game? Will boredom would stop her playing the game? Or she is going to annoy beings that are more powerful than her? When there is the powerful, there is always someone more powerful or somebody who is POWER ITSELF.

Who is going to bring death to this annoying queen creature who abused power for so long? Who would want to take contracts she possessed if you want to inherit tyranny you also inherit willing victims that go with it. Would somebody want to replace the monster and then become a monster itself? The ones who fight monsters often become even worse monsters. We killed the monster, so welcome new monster. As long as there are willing victims there will be willing tyrants although to find a quality monster is harder. There are many who really want to be a monster although question arises…

Can they?!

How will they manage it? Can they wield so much power?

Theoreticaly, there is nothing more important than anything else although there are beings who are more important than others whether it is a hero or a monster. We have to have monsters if we want heroes, of course there must be victims included because monsters have to abuse someone and heroes have to save someone. Heroes and monsters can’t exist if there are no victims, game just wouldn’t happen.

So, the queen indulged in her addiction so much that she forgot that she was mortal she thought that death was something that happened to others. She never considered her own death and the main thing, the death of her power. If something has beginning it also has an end, even the powerful beings.

The enlightened being is like a joker card, source manifests itself in unpredictable ways; why would it? Creation doesn’t like repetition. The day have came when queen tried to play her games with wrong being. Queen underestimated outcast girl who was nameless and formless and it seemed meaningless to a queen. The girl didn’t have fame or fortune or any other worldly power, so queen though she is going to win power game with the girl. Queen thought that she won the game, arrogance not the best adviser. Never underestimate your opponent. Although defeat was inevitable for the queen, planet decided to end abuse of power game, so planet didn’t need monsters. The girl defeated the powerful queen she killed her.

How did she do it? Well, the girl was the power itself and she didn’t NEED power.

How can power NEED power?

Games of power were too boring for the girl. She was the personification of power. The girl was the life and the death at the same time, nameless and formless although she had a form and name. She brought death to that which wasn’t needed in planetary reality. The queen done her job and she had to move on somewhere else.What will happen to the evil queen, will she continue playing addicting game again or she will change… Who knows? Abuse of power game came to an end on planet earth so, monsters had to change or leave…

© laura ciciskinaite