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Love affairs between immortals & mortals

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‘Once upon a time there was this girl called Egle that lived near sea side town Palanga, she was a village girl and she had few brothers and sisters. One morning she went to bath, and when she came back the serpent was in her clothes and asked her to marry him, if she will promise this to him, then he would leave her clothes. She promised this although she didn’t think about the consequences and she forgot about the promise as soon as snake gave her clothes back. Snake didn’t forget the promise and he came back to get what he wanted. Humans tried to trick the serpent and sent him different animals although at the end he gots what he wanted, he marries Egle. Serpent takes Egle to his home which is underneath the Baltic sea…

So, come back to the story, Egle had four kids with Zilvinas, thats is the name of serpent being. They had three sons and one daughter. Egle wanted to come back to her human family, just to visit although Zilvnas didn’t allow her to do that, eventually he asked Egle to complete the ‘impossible’ tasks of which Egle completed with the help of the witch. Egle came back to see her family and when she wanted to go back to Zilvinas her brothers killed him, after that she cursed her kids and they became trees because youngest daughter betrayed her dad.’

There are more than hundred variations of the story ‘Egle grass snake queen’ in Lithuanian mythology and if you want to read the whole story you may find few versions on the web. I cut the story short just to mention the highlights of the story.

Now, my take of the story, starting from the beginning when Egle sees the snake in her clothes, was it a snake or a reptilian being, those beings are mentioned in many cultures, in Indian mythology they are called Nagas in some myth they are good in some myth they are bad although they usually portrait as wise. Even the person who ‘discovered’ yoga system  apparently was half man half snake his name was Patanjali.

Not trying to take sides here, who is good who is bad, trying to stay neutral. Some people, in spiritual community believe that all reptilians are bad…When we say word bad, well bad to who? Humans are not good too, they harm animals and each other…

In the Egle’s stroy we see that she makes the promise to reptile being and then tries to trick him, so human that makes a promise and brakes it, probably they don’t understand what is honour? And at the end her brothers kill Zilvinas even though it seems she already loved him and had four kids with him…

Also when looking at ‘kids thing’ in the story, seems they looked human not reptile, so this asks a question about the hybrid kids…kids who have ‘alien’ DNA…

Also scientist still don’t talk about the junk DNA, and in nature there is no junk, nature don’t create junk. ‘Junk’ DNA means a lot of humans may have, so cold ‘alien’ DNA, including reptilian. When human consciousness changes reptilian consciousness also changes because of the DNA connection.

Egles story tells us that Zilvinas took her to his home which was under the Baltic sea waters. Strangely enough there were quite many photos which show the structures under the Baltic sea, they call it ‘Baltic sea anomaly’, as if it looks like UFO craft.

Another famous story in Lithuanian mythology is Jurate and Kastytis this is a story of mermaid falling in love with a human fisherman. At first Jurate mermaid, wanted to punish Kastytis for disturbing the peace in the sea and then she changes her mind and she falls in love. She takes him to amber castle underneath the Baltic Sea waters. It seems that story should end happily ever after although Immortal Perkunas ( the same as Scandinavian Odin, thunder god) punishes the lovers, some stories say that Perkunas destroys the amber castle and kills Kastytis. When people find pieces of amber, on the shores of Baltic sea, people say it is the remains of the castle or the tears of Jurate because she lost Kastytis.

Both stories involve human and supernatural being and they get punished for their love because their own kind thinks ‘that sort of love’ shouldn’t be, their own kind thinks that they may decide what is best for them and they kill the ‘alien’, in first story Zilvinas killed by humans and in second story Kastytis killed by gods…

…so who is right?…who is wrong?…who is bad?…who is good?

These stories inspired many artists and the sculpture in the photo is ‘Egle Grass Snake Queen’ in Palanga town Lithuania, there is also a statue of Jurate and Kastytis also in Palanga town as two stories ‘happened’ in Palanga…

There is another story about Birute and Kestutis, which also originated in Palanga…the story for the next time…

Da purple book, being seen

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indraOnce upon a time in a country far far away, in a time and space quite different…in the place that use to be called Soviet Union, the time that is history now…

The girl lived in that space and time, she was ordinary or maybe extraordinary girl…she was the girl who told stories, and she was one of those kinds that tell stories to grandma 👵 and grandma would fall asleep, not the other way round. She have learned to read and write at early age, she tough other kids how to read and she read and told stories to other kids that couldn’t read yet.

Like other kids she had to go to school although she didn’t like school because it had too many rules and restrictions also kids would get punished there.

One day a homework at school was to write a story or a poem.

A girl was very happy about that that’s her element, the words…

The girl was busy all weekend she wrote a poem, she wrote a story, she made a little book, she drew pictures in the book. The cover of the book was purple, she have used the nicest paper she had for the book, and in times of Soviet Union, even that was scarce. She enjoyed the process she looked at the book and it was the most perfect book, she couldn’t wait for Monday to bring her book to school.

Monday came and she went to school, she was happy then. The teacher at school asked to show the homework, a story or a poem, and the girl thought she’s going to show whole book. Girl looked at her bag and she couldn’t find a book, she left book at home. The teacher started screaming and she said many bad words, most likely teacher had a bad day. Teacher said to a girl ‘you’re  a liar’. The girl said that she can go  home and bring the book to school, it would only take few minutes. Teacher didn’t want to hear that and she decided to punish a girl and write a very bad mark.

This world is a weird place people may destroy other people’s lives just because they had a bad day and then the chain continues.

Don’t ruin someone’s day just because you had a bad day, people are not emotional bins…

Situations like that happened many times in girls life that she was blamed for things she didn’t do. People just don’t want to know and don’t want to hear, they don’t care what is true, they want to be right, indulge in self righteousness. This world seemed unfair and it was…although are you going to be like those other people, a lot of people are just the right example how not to live your life.

Because of those people girl felt this unnatural sense of guilt, like she had to say I’m sorry for breathing and sorry for existing…

That is exactly what system wants, people who constantly feel guilt, shame and blame. It  is time to say goodbye to these emotions, process and let them go. Time to brake old chain. Be the one who brakes the pattern.

After many years the new purple book was written and it explores sucbject of immortality;

Why people age?

Why people get old?

Why people die?

What human beings are capable of?

What other creatures are out there?

You can read a chapter from the book in pdf file, link below.

Chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance 

You may find my book on lulu.com just put Laura Ciciskinaite and book Indra in search of Immortality

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Chapter from the book, Indra in Search of Immortality

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So, here is one chapter from my book Indra in Search of Immortality. The chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance.You may read it in PDF file that is down below.  Enjoy the reading!!!!!!

 

Chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance

Indra in Search of Immortality

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One day I sat down and started writing, well, I wrote maybe, about few thousand words and this was an idea about the book. I wasn’t sure to write a book or not to write it. I decided to ask eternity if it is right decision, to write a book.  Asked Eternity to give me a sign, and I went to the beach. It was warm summer day, August my favourite month of the year. The sea water was warm and looked like an amber. Walking through water and suddenly I saw a crab, very unusual one, very big and one of its limbs was missing (crab limbs can grow back, relevant to subject of immortality), wow that was interesting, also there were a lot of fish in the sea, they were slipping through my feet and I nearly fell. The fish hid in the sand and I couldn’t see them. You know the round fishes that swim very fast? Do you know what they are called?

Oh, oh and I saw so many white feathers on the beach I thought I may collect them and make myself a pillow. Usually white feather is a yes answer. Then I had my doubts maybe there are always so many white feathers on the beach, after few month of observation I could tell that this wasn’t so, many days there were no feathers at all. There were other signs of course. So, I made a decision to write a book, the book Indra in Search of Immortality. By the way, after some time I was reading a book, and crab in that book symbolises, eternal life. That was very interesting coincidence. So eternity sent me right sign. When I was writing this blog post, swan passed me by, just above my head…

I have been interested in subject of immortality since, I was a teenager, not that I would like to preserve physical body forever although ageing and disease seemed so unnatural to me, so this book is a journey how you solve these problems and if you want you may find out how to keep your body for longer.

What causes disease and misery? How to avoid it?

What human beings are capable of?

When you start a book you never know how it is going to end so now it is completed. This book was very unexpected and peculiar journey.

You can buy the book on lulu site and here is the link:

http://www.lulu.com/shop/laura-ciciskinaite/indra-in-search-of-immortality/ebook/product-24014486.html

Queen golden thread the unravelling

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Beatrice was the love and inspiration for Dante. Ariadne was immortal goddess and golden thread to Theseus and wife of Dionysus. Ariadne gave the golden thread to Theseus, so he would get out of the labyrinth. The story says that Dionysus went to Hades and back to save Ariadne. She was the way shower for one man and love for the other, the perfect aim or game, some may say. She was the unraveler in the dance of the eternity. Were they historic figures or just a myth? Were they real or just phantasmagoria? Well, it seems like they were perfect incarnate feminine aspect of creation, authentic queens. Of course, Helen of Troy she was the ultimate sport…

Who is the perfect queen?

If she stands in her full power she intimidates, maybe even scares mortals although she pretends she is one of them. She has to dim her light and hide the power because mortals get jealous and then they do insane things, they try to own the power, they try to posses it or they try to destroy it, that is why she is so addictive. She is the ultimate high for the mortal. Mere mortals aren’t aware of what it is, they would call it special because it is new experience for them. This specialness isn’t a sexy image that mortal girls try to create to sell themselves, mortal girls, a bit primitive and naive. Although queen doesn’t play mortal games it is too boring, creating sexy image and then think that it is the ultimate game, it seems like you play all the game with one card. How can you play poker with one card? Of course, if you ever want to play the game.

Mystics don’t have to stand out in the crowd because they don’t want to be seen by the crowd and mystic will see/recognize another mystic even s/he is in the rags. Queen doesn’t need a throne or a crown, these are just decorations, mystics don’t need attributes these are the toys for the amateurs. Only primitive people fall in love with accessories and images these are just facade, which like house of cards are easily destroyed.

There are a lot of artists in the world and they create create outside of themselves, they get glimpses of divinity when they create. When person knows self, real self and then creates self consciously and aware that is real creation. ‘Know thyself’

Masterpiece is thrown into the mess of the world, it is still a masterpiece…

Who is to say what is a masterpiece and what is a mess? Depends who looks at it demon or angel…in the eye of eternity everything is perfect the mess is perfect, the masterpiece is perfect and both don’t exist at the same time.

So is it just masterpiesfull mess that doesn’t exist? There are endless states of mind and you may experience low or high states of mind, that is your choice

If person knows how to attract people, they also know how to repel people, queen chose to repel people because in this world there are too many weeds. Why would you want to attract weeds in your reality?

What draws two people together? Some say power, some say similar karma, well the pragmatist would say the same goals…so,who is right?

Humans try to posses divinity although it can only be the other way round divinity possesses you.

Queen was approached by princes of light and darkness they have tried to impress her with their mastery in illusions. Some tried to impress her with their grotesque creations some wonderful creations,you have to give credit for them they were masters of illusions, definitely not lacking in imagination. Although how can you impress the master of illusion? How can you sell the ultimate game to the master of illusions. When you have seen the light the dark and the clear light of reality who can impress you?

Although it is sort of amusing to watch the illusion, how existence unfolds itself, it is so wonderful, grotesque, humorous of course it is entertaining!

Sometimes queen embraces the play of existence and she wants to fulfil the desires and fears of the princes although the most of her time she is just a neutral observer that which doesn’t interfere. Princes want to share reality with her although would she let anyone to merge their reality with hers. Does princes and queens life mix? What about mere mortal? What do you do with mere mortal? Or queen is just arrogant bitch that underestimates humans?

AUM

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Death of the evil queen

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What is the power? Power, the ultimate drug, addiction at least on this planet although not for all, there are some exceptions, there are few beings who don’t play that game. Once being have a taste of power nothing else gives them higher high then game of power the ultimate game and thrill. Main game on planet earth power and abuse of power. The queen that was the one of the main players in the planetary chess game. She tasted the power long time ago she drank power, every drop she could take in, consuming power.

Like other drugs it is the same with power, the more you use it the more you NEED it, so addictive, the dose have to increase. This game sucked in all of her being, the main demons of hers were greed and jealousy. Many lifetimes she played the same game, facade changed although game didn’t change, you must get bored at some point. She was very power thirsty although the sad thing about her thirst is, it never gets fulfilled, she still felt shallow and empty. She was jealous of beings who had light, that light, that was the ultimate power, unlimited. Queen had it once although she lost it. She was jealous of light, she wanted posses the light although you can’t, light can possess you not the other way round. Jealousy and greed blinded her and she tried to destroy all the beings who were light, the enlightened ones.

Mere mortal couldn’t manage the power, that queen possessed, this would totally crush their being. This is the same with enlightenment if mere mortal ‘attains’ enlightenment they usually leave the body.

How long would queen continue to play the game? Will boredom would stop her playing the game? Or she is going to annoy beings that are more powerful than her? When there is the powerful, there is always someone more powerful or somebody who is POWER ITSELF.

Who is going to bring death to this annoying queen creature who abused power for so long? Who would want to take contracts she possessed if you want to inherit tyranny you also inherit willing victims that go with it. Would somebody want to replace the monster and then become a monster itself? The ones who fight monsters often become even worse monsters. We killed the monster, so welcome new monster. As long as there are willing victims there will be willing tyrants although to find a quality monster is harder. There are many who really want to be a monster although question arises…

Can they?!

How will they manage it? Can they wield so much power?

Theoreticaly, there is nothing more important than anything else although there are beings who are more important than others whether it is a hero or a monster. We have to have monsters if we want heroes, of course there must be victims included because monsters have to abuse someone and heroes have to save someone. Heroes and monsters can’t exist if there are no victims, game just wouldn’t happen.

So, the queen indulged in her addiction so much that she forgot that she was mortal she thought that death was something that happened to others. She never considered her own death and the main thing, the death of her power. If something has beginning it also has an end, even the powerful beings.

The enlightened being is like a joker card, source manifests itself in unpredictable ways; why would it? Creation doesn’t like repetition. The day have came when queen tried to play her games with wrong being. Queen underestimated outcast girl who was nameless and formless and it seemed meaningless to a queen. The girl didn’t have fame or fortune or any other worldly power, so queen though she is going to win power game with the girl. Queen thought that she won the game, arrogance not the best adviser. Never underestimate your opponent. Although defeat was inevitable for the queen, planet decided to end abuse of power game, so planet didn’t need monsters. The girl defeated the powerful queen she killed her.

How did she do it? Well, the girl was the power itself and she didn’t NEED power.

How can power NEED power?

Games of power were too boring for the girl. She was the personification of power. The girl was the life and the death at the same time, nameless and formless although she had a form and name. She brought death to that which wasn’t needed in planetary reality. The queen done her job and she had to move on somewhere else.What will happen to the evil queen, will she continue playing addicting game again or she will change… Who knows? Abuse of power game came to an end on planet earth so, monsters had to change or leave…

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Addictions of da evil queen

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The queen of darkness lived glamorous and pompous life, she had many palaces many slaves, addicted to material success. She wanted to have, she wanted to possess everything she touched she wanted to own as her property, had to own, ownership as an addiction. Owning things, places, animals, people. Those who didn’t obey her she wanted to punish or at least push them and push in fear, so others would fear and revere her. She gained attention inducing fear in others. She became dark many many lifetimes ago. How this happened? Nobody remembers the story how she fell from the light or maybe she was born of darkness. Was she fallen or she was pure darkness itself? At some point in evolution certain beings fall into dark anger game and yes there is dark and light anger, if anger gets possessed by darkness and turns into hate and then this turns into suffering for the person and the surroundings of that person. Anger if processed and is on a light side, it is strength it is power although if that power gets possessed by darkness it turns into dark force into destructiveness. Powerful beings are very interesting for the light and dark side because over the many lives they learned how to wield power and you have to be an old soul to be master of the power wielding.

The queen was playing the darkness game for so long and this game is very addicting it is much worse than alcohol or drug addiction because it may last for many lives. Game of manipulation and abuse of power, as they say drunk on power or power tripping. This game takes beings in a low state of mind and they experience pain and suffering worse than others and they want spread that pain and suffering on others.The queen was possessed by seven demons; pride, gluttony, wrath, envy, greed, sloth, lust and she wanted to spread that vile reality onto others. There were few days that she wanted to change she had many chances to change, angels asked her to change. Angels didn’t know what to do with her, you can’t just send her to power addiction rehab, or maybe you can? Are there any power addiction rehabs in this universe, maybe it is, what if it happens that one of the rehabs is placed on planet earth? What if Earth is a rehab for vile power tripping beings? Well, this is hard time for young souls…If power tripping demons get unleashed they play ugly games and trash the environment, they spread chaos and suffering all over the place. War is one of their games.Queen who was tyrannical in nature needed many victims, if she wouldn’t have the victims how she would be a tyrant? Tyrant needs victims and victims need tyrant. This is a need game they need each other to coexist. What if victims would get tired of playing the same game over and over again and stop obeying?What if victims in the kingdom would take their power back? Would evil queen stop existing, where she would get power? Maybe she would cease to exist…

What if each individual in kingdom would be able to reconcile their inner darkness so evil tyrant queens or kings won’t be able to manifest in kingdom, if there are no victims there are no tyrants, tyrants can’t rule without victims. What if average village person would reconcile their inner petty tyrant? Tyranny wouldn’t be accepted as norm.Tyrant victim game was played for soo long the kingdom got tiered playing the same game over and over again, it was as if having the same bad day over and over again.Sadism in average man seen as micro cosmos and it manifests macro cosmos, man creates the culture within then it manifests the demagogues, the tyrants outside then it is convenient for an average man to say oh I’m just little me and those outside are big bad. Man’s psyche creates da monsters the personifications of mans darkness, insanity, unrest,misery. Personified evil tyrants…

It took two to tango, tyrant and victim.

Ban victim, ban tyrant!

The END of the tyrant victim game!

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Tomorrow doesn’t exist

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Autumn, wonderful time of the year, colourful and so soothing, the air is so crisp and fresh. Autumn also known as fall…leaves fall…it seems that nature is dying, well it is not dying, it is changing.

One autumn evening I decided to go and see my friends, swan family that lives in the pond not far away from my home. So I went… When I approached the pond only one swan was there, that was very strange and unusual. I walked around the pond and expected to find second swan although my search was unsuccessful. The only swan that left in the pond was male swan, I looked at him and in my mind asked him; what happened? The answer was go to your meditation place, so I went. Before approaching meditation place there was this feeling that I’ll find black feathers there. When I got to my meditation place, there were at least three black feathers, this is not a good omen. I got overwhelmed with sadness.The other thought that came through my mind was go home and you will find an article on what happened, so I did. The article was rather cold, yeah but what else you can expect from news paper article. It seems that the female swan just disappeared, people who look after the place suspect that it was fox, fox ate the swan. Maybe it was a fox; who knows…

The couple lived together sixteen years, one of them left the body, the other continues exist as a male swan.

Yes, the soul is immortal whether animal or human although body is fragile and it can cease to exist in any moment. Even if you try to cling to the moment it passes by, you desperately try to grasp it but it transforms into something else, sands of time continue to flow and change.

Cherish your embodiment, it is a temple treat it well. If you are postponing things and think you can do things tomorrow, tomorrow might never come for the embodiment. I’m not trying to instil fear, just want to bring awareness, the individuation or the mandala of the embodiment transforms constantly and sometimes it comes to a point when it drops its whole form, structure. Whatever you do right now do it with full awareness. Even if you just drink water or go for a walk make it special because it is special if you put whole attention and awareness into it. If you want to clear your mind go for a walk, clarity of the mind brings you into awareness and you can enjoy the now. Try to do mundane things like; eating, walking with full awareness and see how they become magical.

In my mind I still have a memory of the perfect summer day and magical moment when Sally the swan was still in her embodiment and was swimming in the pond with her cygnets and they were enjoying the perfect moments together and brought joy to people. Animals are good example how to stay in the moment and make the most of it. Be aware notice things around you.

Sally with cygnets 🙂

Divine Betrayal

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Perfect boy who was a master artist he created art, the art was magnificent. Boy created art for his master, boy didn’t know but he was a slave, he served evil master. Evil master gave him watch, very expensive watch, boy was very proud of the watch, the watch was status symbol, he was very proud that he earned the status. Watch was made of gold and encrusted with precious jewels, everybody noticed the watch and saw boy as special and important because he had the watch. Boy was very proud, his ego grew by a minute. The boy thought he is invincible he played the domination and control game, he also  liked abuse of power game, he loved the sense of superiority and he looked down on others as if others were inferior. Boy worshiped his master and he thought that slave master was everything in his life. All of his life force, energy and time he invested in creating art for his enslaver. The slave master was a God and daddy figure for the boy. Boy wanted to please his master and he did everything to climb up the ladder of success. The evil master invented ladder of success, so he could use boys creativity to create world for himself.

Boy use to love a girl, their love was so innocent and pure although one day boy decided that girl is an obstacle, the only think that he wanted to do is to serve the slave master and make art for him, that became his whole life, creating for the slave master. Boy decided to banish the girl from his life, he thought that she was an obstacle, an obstacle for his creation. He betrayed her and sold her to other boys so  they could do anything they liked with the girl. Abandonment and betrayal as bad as they were in it self, for the boy it wasn’t enough, he decided to humiliate the girl and make her suffer…Evil stole his heart and clouded his mind, he couldn’t see clearly  he was a master artist, creator for the evil slave master.

The girl endured horrendous pain in the hands of other boys although she survived, she continued to live.The girl was afraid that she is going to be betrayed buy others again. She was betrayed, she also betrayed others because she thought that is the game she should play, the game of betrayal.

The worst fear was that she was betrayed by the Divine. How come boy got entrenched in materialistic world and forgot his Divine nature? How come Divine let boy betray the girl? If God created love why it created betrayal? If God created everything why it created evil? Girl was betrayed so many times and she betrayed others, she got use to pain, you may say  it was a masochistic addiction, expecting pain and betrayal. She expected pain and betrayal from every relationship, it seemed mandatory to her. Is it mandatory? Maybe there are other games? Maybe it is time to drop betrayal game because it is a bit boring to play the same game over and over again. Time to write new story and invent new games.

I’M SORRY, FORGIVE ME, I LOVE YOU

OM

© Laura Ciciskinaite

Forbidden Feeling Love

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Snow queen in her ice castle, everything is frozen because of the rigid heart, love is forbidden in the kingdom, love is considered feeling of the weak commoners and those who lack in ambition. Love is a crime that is punishable by death. How can heartless queen get rid of her greatest enemy? Kill it, kill love. Snow queen believes that love made her weak, made her suffer and caused pain, the pain was unbearable, so even word love is forbidden in her kingdom. She desperately tries to run away from the pain, she thinks that she is strong, she had built huge walls around her castle, so her enemy, love couldn’t get in. She always thought that love was her enemy and she stayed behind the walls of the ice castle.

After many years of suffering she realised that enemy wasn’t love, in fact, she was lied to and she bought a lie. As they say; it is better to realise later than never. Now she knows that the only thing she was afraid of is to loose love, she was afraid to loose a feeling that was so comforting and warm and she was afraid of isolation and coldness. As ironic as it may sound, she became that which she was afraid of. She used her own will to isolate herself from love. Now she is aware that she bought a lie, she sees her enemy, she knows that enemy sold her a lie, because it can’t feel love the enemy can’t feed on love, it only feeds on fear. The enemy sold a lie to the queen that she should be afraid, very afraid she should isolate and live in her ice castle and she should fight love.

While queen lived in her ice castle she was perfect food for the enemy, although one day she shined a light on the lie and she saw it for what it was, it was a lie. The spell have been broken, warm spring came to the kingdom and ice walls started to melt, love melted ice and frost, life engulfed the castle. When the queen smells roses in her garden, that smell like apples, and drinks morning tea she invites the enemy to smell the roses. For some reason enemy seems puzzled it doesn’t understand humour and for some reason it doesn’t like the smell of roses. Some say the smell of roses is an angel and it threatens demons. Probably angels and demons don’t mix  together.

Queen is aware of the enemy she knows, the enemy wants her to be afraid, very afraid and it tries again and again to sell lies to the queen although queen says NO to an enemy. She knows the enemy well the enemy is a trickster, it likes fear because he only knows fear it doesn’t know what love is. Love is very foreign to the enemy. The enemy tries to create as much fear as it can so other snow queens and kings would be a perfect food source and it tells lies that love is bad, love hurts. The enemy is a master salesman it convinces many souls to buy fear, so they would create food and reality for the enemy.

If you think that love hurts that is a lie. Fear hurts. When fear invades your being love becomes tainted. Pure love heals and nourishes. When your heart is rigid you can’t be fluid and life force inside is frozen, you can’t move freely.

© Laura Ciciskinaite