Storms in consciousness 2020 and beyond

It was middle of the 2019, any trip taken would be accompanied by the storm and, thunder and lightning, I remember swiming in the Baltic sea during the storm, and life guards told me off and said ‘you have to get out, it is a red flag’. The thunder was wonderful, sea was wavy…It’s powerful cinematic memory, incredably humbling, the contrast between dark water and flashes of lightning…beaches usually packed with people although weather made beach empty…

…and then 2020 came over, I went to Orkney islands in Scotland, on the New Years, Hogmanay, and it was a storm, but of cource…seeing ring of Brodgar, the ancient stone circle, it’s like stepping back in time…

After the storm, perfect stillnes started and I could meditate and experience the stillness.

…we all know what happened that year, 2020…

…I went to buy my first smart phone that year, I didn’t have smart phone before then…

…I bought a smart phone when lockdownds happened…

…since then life became like a crazy movie…you couldn’t make that stuff up…

…and then storm after storm, after storm…

It’s 2025, the end of it…

The water element got crazy the storms and rain are everywhere, floods…it’s crazy…

Last year we had 111 mph winds…

Water element is connected to human emotions…human consciousness is effecting the water element…

Human emotions are very unstable and there are a lot of negativity from human consciousness…the distruction times, when worlds have been destroid…so, apocaliptical “stuff” happens in their reality…

…the reality is only good for the experienced consciousness surfers and profesional divers…

…you are here for a crazy ride…

Sometimes dream about this universal turtle that balances the waters of reality.

You have to become that turtle and balance your water element.

Good luck…win…win…win

Humans believe in luck.

Someone consider themselves lucky…

Are you lucky?

What is luck?

The famous saying is ‘luck is when preparation meets opportunity’.

See luck as a miracle when you remove fears,and illusions. When illusions are dispersed you see true nature of reality.

Is luck boon from God’s?

Certain traditions believe that God’s bless or curse people although it’s totally up to them what humans make out of it. There are lots of legends and stories when people are cursed or blessed by God’s although outcomes differ. It’s up to individual to alchemy the situation.

Sometimes bad life circumstances could be actually good. People get attached to things, people and places and sometimes don’t see the really valuable things, so God’s could take away attachment and illusion, so person would see a real thing.

Gratitude brings you high vibes. How much Gratitude you experience during the day?

People like to have opinions about stuff although it’s just opinion, good or bad, happy or sad, loss and gain…loss and gain it’s very big issue for humans…although from higher perspective there is no loss or gain it’s just never ending movie,constantly unraveling…

Important, not Important…

And the old Chinese saying ‘is it crisis or opportunity’? That is a matter of seeing things…

When people say phrase ‘knowing my luck’…what it brings to your mind?

You can win if you want! Lucky…

What you going to do with this moment?

This is your lucky moment…

Good luck winning in a game of life.

God’s give gifts to humans like gurus, mystical experience, people, places, pets, opportunity, chances…money 500 euros, 10000000, 250000000 euros lotto win.

Win in enlightenment…

Receive grace, opportunities, chances AUM.

Life is what you make of it.

It’s up to individual to co- create a story, better be good and interesting one, you know it never ends…

Ornithology and the sense of awe

If someone would tell me thirteen years ago, I’m going to love bird watching, I’d say they are crazy, and bird watching is boring.

Well, things changed, when I moved to Edinburgh I started meditating in one place, that had lots of birds: ducks, geese, swans. One day birds became like pets or friends, maybe even like family members.

At some point swans started to recognise me they would come over and sit with me. So, day by day, swans became my meditation companions.

I saved few of their swan babies when they got stuck in the rocks. Sometimes I would bring food to swans. So, time passed and I started liking all birds.

I had this hawk living above my bedroom window and it visited me, nearly every day.

On my daily walks I would notice different birds each bird evokes this sense of awe, especially if it is rare bird like kingfisher.

Each bird has it’s own personality, individuality. Birds are very intelligent, maybe even more intelligent than cats and dogs.

Once I saw pictures of kingfisher on the internet, I really wanted to see that bird in a wild. So, first time I saw it I didn’t realise it was so small and the colour is so bright, blue electric, and it moves so, fast. People offten miss it because it’s fast and small. Kingfisher it’s magical bird, it seems it came from some other dimension maybe fairyland.

So, it happens I seen many times, birds knocking on the windows they are like little messengers and part of synchronicity. Messenger send from higher worlds.

I sit in a park, while I write this post, surrounded by variety of birds, of course. This pigeon, is sitting on a bench with me and it becomes my friend, for a wee while.

Birds make different sounds sometimes it seems nice, sometimes annoying, sometimes soothing. And I have two live alarm clocks that knock on my window every morning, when the sun rises. So, I go to bed when sun sets and rise with sun rises, just like birds. Birds watch after my wellbeing, little feathered guards.

Living in the movie…manifestation

In the image above is Eilean Donan Castle in Scotland from the famous movie scene Highlander. Yeah that place is kind a magic.

When I was teenager my favourite TV series was Highlander, I wasn’t fan of TV although watched Highlander. The series were sort of, like a window to different world and a hope that magic exists. Even for that hour ordinary world stopped exist and you transported into supernatural space, reality.

For me immortality subject was interesting since I was a kid. Aging, disease and death seemed very unnatural. In this day and age even scientists say that ageing is a disease.

Back in a day when Highlander movie and series were released, immortality was only a fiction subject. Now time came when scientists talk about it. Although I wouldn’t take their immortality pill because they are very famous for their Frankenstein experiments.

So back to the movie, last few years were definitely like a movie, it seemed like world stoped there were no tourists anywhere. During spare time I have visited a lot of sacred places in UK and Ireland it was very interesting experience when there are no people in those places. It was so still and magical, wild animals come out from everywhere and yes extraterrestrials also, nobody bothers them. Nature definitely flourished.

Quite few times the scenery around looked like movie I was thinking is it real although what is real? One time in Highlands there was so much snow, so the road was closed, me and my friend left the car and walked in the highlands there were so many deers, white hares, white owls and other birds and animals and no people. The cold and the snow gave this crisp and clean feeling no human aura, it was so clean energetically, you could see light particles play in the air. Snow sparkles and air seemed sparkling.

And when you back to the city it’s different kind of movie you can sense human fears and how quickly they manifest. Since about 2014 manifestation become very quick and what happens now people who haven’t faced their fears, they start seeing it in physical world.

Also it could be karma from long time ago, even from Atlantean times came into being.

Realities are so drastically different it seems like some people experience apocalyptic events and others have amazing experiences. It’s like in Atlantean times there were people who escaped cataclysm and there were those who caused the cataclysmic…

I don’t want to get into who was good and who was bad although people who made mistakes, hopefully they learned a lesson…because people on this planet tend to run in this self created loop, like movie ground hogs day. Humans should get it right on day, hopefully soon.

Back to my life movie, I live in Scotland, seen a lot of places were they make movies, even met an actor from Highlander series, had an experience how to wield a sword,wrote a book about immortality… I guess Highlander was one of my childhood templates how to make own movie and it’s a kind of magic, like words from famous Queen song…it’s kind of magic…

My new found hobby is stones and I had to mention here, Macleod (Macleod was hero in Highlander series) stone that I seen in isle of Harris and the view around it, definitely movie worthy place isles of Harris and Lewis, the beaches and wild Atlantic…Atlantean times…

New times and new movies must be awesome and wonderful…

Life wins…

…sometime, yesterday it was a hill of ashes, discarded carbon,

it seemed so lifeless…although today the grass and flowers 💐 grow,

sometime tomorrow the rabbit and the dear run,

the more advanced carbon and it’s alive and animated.

the hill is live and the sound comes as if it’s a rolling rock!

oh no, that’s more alive, it’s weasel chasing mouse…

the weasel small although it can even stop the CERN…

when nightfall comes the world seems dead although it’s

alive maybe even more than in the day time,

the bats they are so fast like flying jets,

manoeuvre skills of bats are better than the bolide…

the rats that are creatures of the night, appear and disappear as lightning,

they swim and dive like speed boats…

the things that humans are not aware so much…

there is a world out there, it’s magical with fairies and magic beings…

be aware of life and magic of life…

What realities you see?

What realities you support?

It’s time to let go of realities that are dead,

Don’t drag them as a useless burden.

Invest in life!

Life wins!

Da purple book, being seen

indraOnce upon a time in a country far far away, in a time and space quite different…in the place that use to be called Soviet Union, the time that is history now…

The girl lived in that space and time, she was ordinary or maybe extraordinary girl…she was the girl who told stories, and she was one of those kinds that tell stories to grandma 👵 and grandma would fall asleep, not the other way round. She have learned to read and write at early age, she tough other kids how to read and she read and told stories to other kids that couldn’t read yet.

Like other kids she had to go to school although she didn’t like school because it had too many rules and restrictions also kids would get punished there.

One day a homework at school was to write a story or a poem.

A girl was very happy about that that’s her element, the words…

The girl was busy all weekend she wrote a poem, she wrote a story, she made a little book, she drew pictures in the book. The cover of the book was purple, she have used the nicest paper she had for the book, and in times of Soviet Union, even that was scarce. She enjoyed the process she looked at the book and it was the most perfect book, she couldn’t wait for Monday to bring her book to school.

Monday came and she went to school, she was happy then. The teacher at school asked to show the homework, a story or a poem, and the girl thought she’s going to show whole book. Girl looked at her bag and she couldn’t find a book, she left book at home. The teacher started screaming and she said many bad words, most likely teacher had a bad day. Teacher said to a girl ‘you’re  a liar’. The girl said that she can go  home and bring the book to school, it would only take few minutes. Teacher didn’t want to hear that and she decided to punish a girl and write a very bad mark.

This world is a weird place people may destroy other people’s lives just because they had a bad day and then the chain continues.

Don’t ruin someone’s day just because you had a bad day, people are not emotional bins…

Situations like that happened many times in girls life that she was blamed for things she didn’t do. People just don’t want to know and don’t want to hear, they don’t care what is true, they want to be right, indulge in self righteousness. This world seemed unfair and it was…although are you going to be like those other people, a lot of people are just the right example how not to live your life.

Because of those people girl felt this unnatural sense of guilt, like she had to say I’m sorry for breathing and sorry for existing…

That is exactly what system wants, people who constantly feel guilt, shame and blame. It  is time to say goodbye to these emotions, process and let them go. Time to brake old chain. Be the one who brakes the pattern.

After many years the new purple book was written and it explores sucbject of immortality;

Why people age?

Why people get old?

Why people die?

What human beings are capable of?

What other creatures are out there?

You can read a chapter from the book in pdf file, link below.

Chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance 

You may find my book on lulu.com just put Laura Ciciskinaite and book Indra in search of Immortality

© laura ciciskinaite

Pink storm in da 🌃 city

23352908-825B-49C0-9FEA-B67F9ADFFB7Bpink storm, that is playing in da city,

it seems the beings play with it,and they enjoy the play,

pink petals from the trees,

the petals like some silky snowflakes, they swirl in the wind, they play,

they dance…

two herons dance, in the background of the pink sunset,

if sky is pink,tomorrow you’ll see a storm…is that a pink storm?

two ducks enjoying their date and they are going for a walk,together,

the pink storm might affected them.

the people selling flowers on a corner of the street.

the other people buy them, the pink storm has affected them.

they bought all the roses, pink of course!

the roses are for others to impress…

this is like two swans, on surface of the lake,

puffed up their white feathers,try to impress each other,

they dance swan dance…

two male pheasants, fight each other, just to impress the female…

are they all mad? or what?

NO!

it is just pink storm and it affected them all!

it’s spring, the time of storm,that it is pink…     

© laura ciciskinaite

Indra in Search of Immortality

indra

One day I sat down and started writing, well, I wrote maybe, about few thousand words and this was an idea about the book. I wasn’t sure to write a book or not to write it. I decided to ask eternity if it is right decision, to write a book.  Asked Eternity to give me a sign, and I went to the beach. It was warm summer day, August my favourite month of the year. The sea water was warm and looked like an amber. Walking through water and suddenly I saw a crab, very unusual one, very big and one of its limbs was missing (crab limbs can grow back, relevant to subject of immortality), wow that was interesting, also there were a lot of fish in the sea, they were slipping through my feet and I nearly fell. The fish hid in the sand and I couldn’t see them. You know the round fishes that swim very fast? Do you know what they are called?

Oh, oh and I saw so many white feathers on the beach I thought I may collect them and make myself a pillow. Usually white feather is a yes answer. Then I had my doubts maybe there are always so many white feathers on the beach, after few month of observation I could tell that this wasn’t so, many days there were no feathers at all. There were other signs of course. So, I made a decision to write a book, the book Indra in Search of Immortality. By the way, after some time I was reading a book, and crab in that book symbolises, eternal life. That was very interesting coincidence. So eternity sent me right sign. When I was writing this blog post, swan passed me by, just above my head…

I have been interested in subject of immortality since, I was a teenager, not that I would like to preserve physical body forever although ageing and disease seemed so unnatural to me, so this book is a journey how you solve these problems and if you want you may find out how to keep your body for longer.

What causes disease and misery? How to avoid it?

What human beings are capable of?

When you start a book you never know how it is going to end so now it is completed. This book was very unexpected and peculiar journey.

You can buy the book on lulu site and here is the link:

http://www.lulu.com/shop/laura-ciciskinaite/indra-in-search-of-immortality/ebook/product-24014486.html

Da colours of life & what do you worship Darling?

colours of life flowers

The clouds have gathered, the rain will fall…

At least the birds are waiting, so they may play and splash

In waters of the rain, so much joy that brings.

The freshness and aliveness that the rain brings…

The thunder storm and lightening will clear the air…

The sky is taking photographs and recording perfect moments.

The day of the eclipse, many will remember…

The lightening that cleared the air…

The things became more light, light feather…

The weight was dropped….

The summer and it’s colours,makes the head spin…

This summer is the time of butterflies, bumble bees and lady bugs

The summer heat was kind to to them…

So, many creatures in the park and each enjoys the life in it’s own way,

The bees and butterflies are focused on the flowers,

The dogs are chasing ball,

The flowers draw up to the sun…

What do the humans chase, oh i see a lot of them concerned how to get high?

They chase the highs…

The girls with ton of makeup seeks a perfect mate to mate…

Someone smokes the substance or consumes alcohol…

They seek these childish pleasures to escape…

They indulge in colours of the grey…

That’s  a bit dull don’t you agree?

The spectrum of the life is more colourful than that!

It’s better to be magician of the life and pull the unexpected out of the magic hat,

Explore the colours like a painter does,

Combine the colours and make new ones!

So, what are you focusing on?

You become that which you focus on,

So, focus on highest enlightenment and the light then,

You will be able to explore the colours and the colourless!

So, leave the grey bye bye the grey you are too boring!

Enjoy the colours and the clarity of life!

© laura ciciskinaite

 

 

…yellow…

yellow geles

I want yellow, like a sunshine,

miss the sunshine and the colours

can’t wait for spring,

can’t wait for warmth…

bring in the yellow flowers,

they look like sun rays,

flowers shine…

warm up my room, emit the light,

the spring is coming…

it brings the light, it brings the life…

the goddess Ishtar, the Easter

welcome back the sun, the sol, the soul!

the life comes back, it breaks out of it’s shell,

like little bird and then it flies, it soars

welcome the life, the light

and all the colours…

© laura ciciskinaite