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Storms in consciousness 2020 and beyond

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It was middle of the 2019, any trip taken would be accompanied by the storm and, thunder and lightning, I remember swiming in the Baltic sea during the storm, and life guards told me off and said ‘you have to get out, it is a red flag’. The thunder was wonderful, sea was wavy…It’s powerful cinematic memory, incredably humbling, the contrast between dark water and flashes of lightning…beaches usually packed with people although weather made beach empty…

…and then 2020 came over, I went to Orkney islands in Scotland, on the New Years, Hogmanay, and it was a storm, but of cource…seeing ring of Brodgar, the ancient stone circle, it’s like stepping back in time…

After the storm, perfect stillnes started and I could meditate and experience the stillness.

…we all know what happened that year, 2020…

…I went to buy my first smart phone that year, I didn’t have smart phone before then…

…I bought a smart phone when lockdownds happened…

…since then life became like a crazy movie…you couldn’t make that stuff up…

…and then storm after storm, after storm…

It’s 2025, the end of it…

The water element got crazy the storms and rain are everywhere, floods…it’s crazy…

Last year we had 111 mph winds…

Water element is connected to human emotions…human consciousness is effecting the water element…

Human emotions are very unstable and there are a lot of negativity from human consciousness…the distruction times, when worlds have been destroid…so, apocaliptical “stuff” happens in their reality…

…the reality is only good for the experienced consciousness surfers and profesional divers…

…you are here for a crazy ride…

Sometimes dream about this universal turtle that balances the waters of reality.

You have to become that turtle and balance your water element.

White magical creatures

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White beings have special meaning in different cultures. White creatures transcend the ordinary, acting as guardians, messengers, and embodiments of cosmic balance and harmony.

White color is untainted by mental modifications, the world, reality.

White beings may create serenity field.

In the picture above me meeting white peacock. Interesting encounter. When peacock walked away, it flew up the tree to see it’s friend in the tree. I looked up to see other peacock and little white feather fell of the peacock, straight into my hand, of cource I kept the feather…

That felt like blessing from nature. I just been handed a token of grace, a wee magical token, to carry around and remember the magical moment.

It’s not just a feather it’s a story in my treasure chest.

White colour produces all colours although it’s untainted by all…

Bring light ✨️ worlds into reality ✨️

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This reality is still playing the light and evil games.

There are worlds next to this reality that don’t have evil there, beings who live there refused to play with evil.

There are a lot of myths and legends about these worlds some call it Shambala, Inner earth, Hiperborea ( beyond Boreas ), Lemuria, El dorado…

There are so many myths and legends about these realities. Like when warmongers wanted to colonise this ‘nice world’ and when army turn up at the place, reality or world dissappears because they don’t want to play war games. Yes, you can disagree to play certain games. If you see life as a game. You may choose then.

Some myths and legends talk about person walking into 🧚‍♀️ fairie world and when person comes back to earthy reality after few weeks. Everyone turns out looking aged. Person from fairie world stays youthful although staying in earthly world become impossible.

I have quite few experiences with light realities and then you back into physical and there are no light food or light clothes, sort of perfection gone.

People may see these realities in their dreams and they might remember although they would think it’s just a dream…

Light worlds would be hiden somewhere in the mountains or waters, so it would be no access to not prepared person.

Even the heavenly realms have their guardians that don’t allow people after death if they have fear energies in them.

Since 2012 more light became available in this reality. With every year more and more light ✨️ becomes available and it’s only going to increase.

Humans are creator creatures and they bring stuff into reality.

I like light worlds it’s interesting to bring light worlds into existence in earthly reality. Would be very interesting a lot of light beings bringing light realities into physical. Light manifesting in to physical.

Above is the picture taken few years ago when I was travelling to India. This looks like perfect light codes.

Also the rainbow 🌈 above felt very interesting and unusual. Looked like a doorway.

Power places, stone circles.

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There are lots of power places around the world.

Why are they power places?

Because it’s high energy places, some of them would be portals. Very significant places although not everyone can use them, places would reject wrong people.

Some places become a power place if people who are meditating and praying are living there, so power gathering happens, because of the rituals, prayer and focus. If beings who were practitioners leave the place,power would be there for some time, then power would dissipate at some point.

There are power places that ritual, meditation, and prayer happened for a long time so the power stays there. These would be called sacred spaces. There could be temples or remains of temples like standing stones. Most of these places have been power places from the beginning of time.

Standing stones have power although people who took some of the stones, to their private collection thought they would work as power objects. It doesn’t work like that, stone has to be in its place.

Well, artifacts have the power still, although it would be limited.

Think of a technology if you take one part of machine, it’s just not going to work or won’t work as it should.

You can make your own power place in your home, so when you come back home your battery will recharge.

You can play high vibrational music,at home.

I noticed that sounds change vibration. Sound is most powerful tool. Sage can’t do that.

High vibe sound have to play all the time because when you go on holiday and sound no longer there it’s effect ends at some point.

You may use bells 🔔 it disperse dense energies. Bell sound scares evil spirits also clapping 👏 😳 does that you might need to do it for long time depends how bad is the energy. Drums are very powerful too, that noise scares evil spirits.

If you want have protective energy around your home, crystals or beach stones do perfect job. You can make them sacred and put around your house. As if you claim your space.

Picture above is Avebury stone circle, in close proximity of Avebury there is Salisbury hill, Stonehenge stone circle, Glastonbury and valey of Pewsey. This area of England is quite special and unique. It feels very magical and mystical. You have to be there and feel the energy. Then you can make your own opinion.

I never forgot when I first went to Stonehenge, of course it was thunder and lightening, and we slept not far away from Stonehenge, very electric experience.

I have slept on Glastonbury hill some time ago, the dreams I had were very interesting.

Thunder and lightening month of August, Perkunas day,Lions gate…

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Wonder why August is a wonderful month?

This year it’s very hot!

Most spiritual people know, Lions gate, which is related to Sirius and Egyptian times… Astrologically the moment when there is alignment with Sirius is very short, maybe few minutes. Although this effects, time and space for few weeks, at least.

Well, August always been special for me it’s sort of transformation time…

My paper tabel calendar which is Lithuanian, tells me that, a lot of pagan celebrations come up in August…also Christians have their celebrations in August…

Now, it’s new times, new realities, new creations and celebrations, …is it ancient?…in ancient time of now…

…understanding of time…time is consciousness…

…time is impossible without consciousness…

…second year in a row, nearly same time in August, it was very peculiar experiences ,thunder and lightening…I love thunder and lightening…very electric energies…

We went for a walk at Glastonbury, at midnight during full moon…my friend said ‘very smart going on top of the hill when it is thunder and lightening’…

Since year 2019 every story of mine would start, ‘…and there was thunder, lightning and storm…’

That is probably the best way of cleansing the air, and energies…spiritul disco time…

One August night I wished for thunder and lightening and storm…and so it happened…the sky was blue of electricity, all people looked through their windows, because it lasted for at least three hours…it was very electric…the energy really cleared…Older people said they never seen anything like that in their life…

Lithuanian pagans had God Perkunas day,at 10th of August…People use to believe that it’s last day of summer when thunder and lightening can strike. Perkunas is a God of Thunder and Lightening…all the storms make sense…

Perkunas is Thor in Scandinavian countries and it’s called Indra in Indian tradition. It’s strange though in Lithuania we have girls name Indre and it’s very common name.

If you want to be pagan, you probably ask what book should I read? Go to nature.

I like going to mountains, hills and forests at night time although wouldn’t recommend it for the beginner.

The photo at the beginning it’s George and Pilgrim hotel, bar, at Glastonbury.

Feel like Pilgrim…, the hotel was built in 1475, the energy of the place feels light…you would think it would be haunted 👻 if it is that old…sacred waters keep it clean…energies of Glastonbury keep it high vibe.

Practical Magic in everyday life

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Humans use magic in every day life all the time although they can’t realise that. They think Harry Potter stuff is magic, and that is very childish point of view about magic.

For example basic thing like birthday 🎂 cake and candles 🕯️, people don’t realise that is a magical act, a ceremony, ritual. Although it’s done incorrectly basically they do a black magic ritual, so their desires won’t full fill.

One thing in magic you never blow up a candle 🕯️ that’s disrespectful to fire element.
You leave candles to burn to an end.
The cake in old days people would put under family tree 🌳. This would be to say thank you, for the ancestors for the year.

The other ritual is Christmas tree 🎄 that’s a big one, the way they do it now, murder a tree and bring dead tree home. This also like black magic ritual, with the death of a tree peoples desires and wishes die.

It’s better to have plastic tree you can even keep the tree all year round and as decorations put stuff you want to get, like plane for travel, wee decoration house for home. Basically whatever symbolises stuff you want to get.

If you have some kind of tree outside you can decorate that, you may put bird feeder as well.

Very interesting day of the year is Halloween.

It’s a pagan celebration when the veil between worlds is the thinnest. In Lithuania we go to cemetery, light candles there and put flowers on the graves. During that day it’s best do the rituals that honour the ancestors. Give thanks to ancestry.
I had quite few very interesting experiences during Halloween time actually very light with rainbows and butterflies 🦋 literally and my very distant ancestors came to visit me in a dream.
When I asked my ancestors what is the meaning on staying at this reality they said to me experience.

Pink storm in da 🌃 city

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23352908-825B-49C0-9FEA-B67F9ADFFB7Bpink storm, that is playing in da city,

it seems the beings play with it,and they enjoy the play,

pink petals from the trees,

the petals like some silky snowflakes, they swirl in the wind, they play,

they dance…

two herons dance, in the background of the pink sunset,

if sky is pink,tomorrow you’ll see a storm…is that a pink storm?

two ducks enjoying their date and they are going for a walk,together,

the pink storm might affected them.

the people selling flowers on a corner of the street.

the other people buy them, the pink storm has affected them.

they bought all the roses, pink of course!

the roses are for others to impress…

this is like two swans, on surface of the lake,

puffed up their white feathers,try to impress each other,

they dance swan dance…

two male pheasants, fight each other, just to impress the female…

are they all mad? or what?

NO!

it is just pink storm and it affected them all!

it’s spring, the time of storm,that it is pink…     

© laura ciciskinaite

Perfect Moment, Shine Bright

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fierworks

The smell of cold air and fallen leaves,

The smell of frankincense  and burning candle…

The Christmas lights shine bright, shine bright

The fireworks in the air shine bright, shine bright.

The lights inside shine brighter, shine brighter,

It shines brighter than any other outside lights.

The inner lights overwhelmingly awesome.

Nothing outside compares to inside lights.

Meditate, connect to inner light

Then the outer lights shine brighter,

You go with the Divine flow,

In time of no time,

In the Divine plan, without the plan…

 

OM

 

 

 

 

Forbidden Feeling Love

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Snow queen in her ice castle, everything is frozen because of the rigid heart, love is forbidden in the kingdom, love is considered feeling of the weak commoners and those who lack in ambition. Love is a crime that is punishable by death. How can heartless queen get rid of her greatest enemy? Kill it, kill love. Snow queen believes that love made her weak, made her suffer and caused pain, the pain was unbearable, so even word love is forbidden in her kingdom. She desperately tries to run away from the pain, she thinks that she is strong, she had built huge walls around her castle, so her enemy, love couldn’t get in. She always thought that love was her enemy and she stayed behind the walls of the ice castle.

After many years of suffering she realised that enemy wasn’t love, in fact, she was lied to and she bought a lie. As they say; it is better to realise later than never. Now she knows that the only thing she was afraid of is to loose love, she was afraid to loose a feeling that was so comforting and warm and she was afraid of isolation and coldness. As ironic as it may sound, she became that which she was afraid of. She used her own will to isolate herself from love. Now she is aware that she bought a lie, she sees her enemy, she knows that enemy sold her a lie, because it can’t feel love the enemy can’t feed on love, it only feeds on fear. The enemy sold a lie to the queen that she should be afraid, very afraid she should isolate and live in her ice castle and she should fight love.

While queen lived in her ice castle she was perfect food for the enemy, although one day she shined a light on the lie and she saw it for what it was, it was a lie. The spell have been broken, warm spring came to the kingdom and ice walls started to melt, love melted ice and frost, life engulfed the castle. When the queen smells roses in her garden, that smell like apples, and drinks morning tea she invites the enemy to smell the roses. For some reason enemy seems puzzled it doesn’t understand humour and for some reason it doesn’t like the smell of roses. Some say the smell of roses is an angel and it threatens demons. Probably angels and demons don’t mix  together.

Queen is aware of the enemy she knows, the enemy wants her to be afraid, very afraid and it tries again and again to sell lies to the queen although queen says NO to an enemy. She knows the enemy well the enemy is a trickster, it likes fear because he only knows fear it doesn’t know what love is. Love is very foreign to the enemy. The enemy tries to create as much fear as it can so other snow queens and kings would be a perfect food source and it tells lies that love is bad, love hurts. The enemy is a master salesman it convinces many souls to buy fear, so they would create food and reality for the enemy.

If you think that love hurts that is a lie. Fear hurts. When fear invades your being love becomes tainted. Pure love heals and nourishes. When your heart is rigid you can’t be fluid and life force inside is frozen, you can’t move freely.

© Laura Ciciskinaite

Freedom

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This world is endless maze there are so many of those who try to catch your attention or try to sell you something; a thing or a lifestyle…Do you buy everything that is on offer?What do you buy? Why do you buy it?

So, when I have googled freedom, first thing that came up was makeup brand…well you could say makeup would give you freedom, I wonder how exactly makeup gives you freedom. So, draw your face and you will become free?

There are many of those who are going to sell you lifestyle, that supposedly will give you freedom. You can choose a lifestyle, there are many choices out there or you can create your own lifestyle or brand.

Yes, you can buy into ‘Sex and the City’ lifestyle but if you are going to sleep with whole pond of frogs will you find prince charming and who said that prince is going to be loving, caring…,well charming they said, he is going to be, just charming and charming he is, nothing more, nothing less.Well, you might meet princes Rose and she will turn into evil witch…oh, those deceiving appearances. You were looking for soul mate but you found a cell mate…Who sold you idea of DA ONLY ONE soul mate? How do you know that it is true?

You can buy into ‘Family Guy’ lifestyle. They even have joke about average family in the USA,husband and wife, two and a half kids and golden retriever. You can choose life/family model were ‘daddy is rich and mama is good looking’.

You can buy into exercise freak lifestyle and yes exercise may become an addiction, it is not worst addiction, but still.

Few years ago people use to have an idea how business person should look like, straight male in his 40’s wearing a suit and a tie, there are still people who believe this idea. I heard this story when 19 year old businessman wearing t shirt and  sneakers went to the bank and in the bank there was this note business clients don’t need to queue, so he approached bank person without the queue, of course he was told off, when he said that he is a business client. When bank person realised that young guy was really  business client, that was a bit of a shock. People still have stereotypes and label people. People have an idea how business person should look like.

Some people say that there are people who buy into gay lifestyle, even if they are not gay, they just choose a lifestyle because it is trendy or they want to fit in, into industry they work in for example fashion industry or show business.

Being ‘spiritual’ it is also a trend, a lifestyle choice. If you think that you can sit in cross legged pose, you think it means you know how to meditate, cross legged position is not indicator of meditation. Spacing out is not meditation and daydreaming is not meditation.If you are psychic you think you are spiritual, not necessarily. Sometimes it seems non spiritual people are more spiritual than those who claim they are spiritual.

You can be a monopoly guy or a downshifter choice is there, you can choose. It doesn’t matter what you do or don’t do what matters is.Why you are doing it? Does it make you more or less free? Do you want to be free? Freedom is also synonyms to word responsibility. The problem is that a lot of people on this planet still don’t know how to be their own authority, this is because they never been taught how to be free and response able. Free person is dangerous to the system  because he/she won’t obey blindly.

Be aware, system knows that you will try to escape the reality that you don’t like, so they created ‘sex, drugs, rock and roll’, basically indulging and addiction trap or you may say instant gratification. It seems a lot of generations fall the same way, overindulge in simple pleasures of life. They get sucked in the INSTANT GRATIFICATION trap, a spoiled brat mentality.

There were and there are a lot of social movements that fight for freedom a lot of the movements start with good intentions, unfortunately a lot of the movements get hijacked by dark forces and stray away from their initial motives. Be aware of fake people.

This planet is a maze enjoy while you are on it but don’t forget that it is a trap, very entertaining, but still a trap.Learn mindfulness, awareness and responsibility these words are synonymous to freedom.

If you want to regain your freedom learn mental emotional processing, also learn how to meditate, learn be mindful and aware, learn how to be in the now. I know it is difficult to learn and apply  all these things because we have been taught quite the opposite, basically how not to live our lives.People are unaware of the mental, emotional bodies.It is a common knowledge that thought create reality. Do you know where thoughts come from? Do you think all thoughts that go through your mind are yours? Why do you choose certain lifestyle model? Why do you do what you do? What is your motivation? Get to know your mind and you will be able to answer these questions.

One of the biggest fears humans have is fear of loss, afraid to loose something or someone, fear of death, loss of the physical body.You may come to a point in your life, this life or next life when you realise that you have nothing to loose because you don’t own anything or anyone, you may  borrow something but eventually you have to return it…Some say that freedom is when you have nothing left to loose.

Finally, one of my favourite Zen koans;’Be in the world but not of it’.

© Laura Ciciskinaite