Tag: Immortality

Medusa Feminin Power

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Medusa is known as Greek mythological creature. She was turned into monstrosity by goddess Athena. Before that medusa was the priestess and God Poseidon violated her in Athena’s temple. Medusa was one of the priestess that had to stay virgin all her life.

In wrath Athena turned Medusa into monstosity, her hair turned into snakes and anyone who looked at Medusa turned to stone.

So, she was turned into monstrosity because she was violated…

Was it a curse or a blessing?

Medusas apearance from beautiful maiden into monstrosity isolated her from society.

She lived in secluded environment, she lived in isolation, and didn’t bother others.

Hermit life in the cave. Cave reality, isolation from outside world and other beings. It’s like Budghist Mahasiddha Lakshminkara who ran away from mariage and social life and she lived in the cave and created her own world in the cave. Medusa was sort of demigod chimera creature and Lakshminakara was human. Altough in those days cave reality was the only option avalable who didn’t want to be pushed and pulled by society. Did times changed…?…much…

Although a lot of “heros” went to kill Medusa and they all turned to stone. Anyone who looked at her turned to stone.

Perseus was ordered to bring Medusas head, he killed her and cut her head when Medusa slept. Out of Medusas head came out Pegasus and Chrysaor, two of her children who were Poseidons kids also demigods, chimeras.

Interesting Medusa never aproached people, she avoided them, so who was bad here…?

Why so many men went to kill her?

Medusas story is very peculiar, mythical maybe misinterpreted, mistranslated and confused in time…it’s hard to understand for the human mind…although it’s clear, it’s all about female power…and who wants to own it…?

You know Versace logo, it’s Medusas head, suraunded by Greek key. That is the symbol of seduction and female power. The models that Versace chose definetley were godesses in previous life…

…Medusas face also used by rape victims, it is a tatoo, it’s the symbol of the survivors of sexual violance. This is the symbol of reclaiming their power, representing strenght, she is not a victim she stands in her power, she is the survivor.

The picture above is museum in Istambul. The statue is Medusa sitting.

The statue of Medusa, and there are Medusa faces on the colomns in the museum, to ward off evil spirits, the other version Medusas heads were brought from other city as spoils of war…

The place use to be water reservoir, it’s been built in 6th century.

Istumbul use to be Constatinople, in Byzantine empire.

During 6000 years of patriarchy woman attached a lot of meaning and power to their sexuality and looks. Apearance played vital role for survival.

In Medusas case change of apearance was a defence mechanism.

Female is the power in general, although were and for what that power is used?

Who is using that power?

Maybe woman is possessed?

Maybe Divinity uses that power, or woman is a vessel for the Divine power.

Don’t let any evil force use your power as a weapon.

White magical creatures

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White beings have special meaning in different cultures. White creatures transcend the ordinary, acting as guardians, messengers, and embodiments of cosmic balance and harmony.

White color is untainted by mental modifications, the world, reality.

White beings may create serenity field.

In the picture above me meeting white peacock. Interesting encounter. When peacock walked away, it flew up the tree to see it’s friend in the tree. I looked up to see other peacock and little white feather fell of the peacock, straight into my hand, of cource I kept the feather…

That felt like blessing from nature. I just been handed a token of grace, a wee magical token, to carry around and remember the magical moment.

It’s not just a feather it’s a story in my treasure chest.

White colour produces all colours although it’s untainted by all…

Romantic relationship on planet earth 🌏, mutts of the Universe

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There is so much advise on the internet how relationship work. How you choose da right advice? Who assigned these humans give advice? Are they competent?

Most of those do gooders give bad advice. Most of the time man give advice to other men how to hate women and women tell other women how to hate men. On the energetic level it sounds like hate hate, fight fight, compete…so perfect divide and rule strategy…are those advisers, just useful idiots or they perfectly know what they doing…

How can someone give advice, how to fix things if they have ego size of moon and they full of hate that means fear. Person in fear has very cloudy mind most likely infested with evil entities. Those people channel entities.

I was wondering how can you give advice to people advice and formula how relationship work when people are so different on this planet. The level of intelligence differs also the level of the evolution is so varied some beings come from light worlds, some from hell worlds, some are angels some demons, some been animals in previous lives, some come from hungry ghost realms (this is lower than animal world), some come from elemental worlds…the immense variety of beings on this planet earth…This planet is made to experience variety. Also it’s experimental

If that would be example out of the animal world it would be like cat and a hedgehog try to mate, well in nature that doesn’t happen…and then humans who are soo different try to create romantic relationships so what’s going to happen, baby chimera…maybe genius, maybe not so much…

Some beings had a lot lifetimes on this planet for some it could be first lifetime here…so experience differs…Some come from high vibe realms some from low vibe realms, and those realities mix…although realities separating now something new coming out.

Then there are these entities who orchestrate events that people would meet and fall in love. If that feeling ‘fall in love’ it’s going to turn into love no-one knows, that’s up to two people if they withstand co create, co operate, and turn into love.

‘Fall in love’ it’s just a brochure of what love is. On this planet not everyone gets to know love.

Most people on this planet don’t reach that love ‘thing’ and even after death they wonder in afterlife place and seek love…This is sad when people turn into hungry ghost and wonder in misery never knowing love.

A lot of people talk about love and light although they have no clue what that is…maybe they had glimpse of it sometime in their life…

Can human love unconditionally? Yes if that person is Saint…although most people have wrong understanding about Saints they think it’s a martyr, absolutely NO! Saint is someone who is light, love…and it is very rare…

How many cheap love stories we been sold through movies and other art forms of the day?

Those stories just a photoshoped picture that has nothing to do with reality.

So there is this perfect prince’s that is dressed very nice just how it ‘should be’ and she should be a ‘perfect’ doll that never changes and prince charming cleans dust from the doll every day because he has nothing better to do with his life. The prince’s craps marshmallows and farts butterfly’s. The Prince charming what else he has just charm nothing else, one trick pony.

For some reason people buy these love stories and try to apply to their life as a template, life movie scenario that worked for noone.

Maybe they buy these stories because they out of touch with what they are and they are out of touch with reality soup that they live in.

If someone can build relationships with people and environment she/he probably is a Saint.

Anyone who can communicate with other life forms and/or animals, know that you can’t force yourself on to something and you don’t ask for things. Maybe at the beginning some beings can reject you until they get trust you, so they see that you mean no harm. Rejection is not a bad thing beings just set boundaries for their own safety, trust has to be earned.

Some humans have these relationship building skills, some don’t. Of course you can’t be liked by everyone because different beings want different experiences. People most of the time are sort of narrow minded and they afraid of new experiences, they afraid of unknown and then try to define unknown with known, which is absurd. Even if someone wears wrong clothes you start judge other person, that’s fashion egregor influence your life, you are slave of fashion egregor. If someone judges someone or something simly how it looks that person is very simple minded.

You might try and sell your reality to others and you may have to be assertive although be careful not to step on someone’s path. No matter how wonderful and amazing someone’s reality, some beings still want to suffer and can’t do anything about it. Or you build a universe, where you going to save those that don’t even want to be saved, probably you suffer with them and you still want to play messiah role. Some beings have little experience and others had many experiences on this planet and other places in the Universe maybe Universes. It’s like relationship between mortals and immortals. Old souls developed many skills over the lifetimes and the way they manage their reality is different to a new soul.

Living in the movie…manifestation

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In the image above is Eilean Donan Castle in Scotland from the famous movie scene Highlander. Yeah that place is kind a magic.

When I was teenager my favourite TV series was Highlander, I wasn’t fan of TV although watched Highlander. The series were sort of, like a window to different world and a hope that magic exists. Even for that hour ordinary world stopped exist and you transported into supernatural space, reality.

For me immortality subject was interesting since I was a kid. Aging, disease and death seemed very unnatural. In this day and age even scientists say that ageing is a disease.

Back in a day when Highlander movie and series were released, immortality was only a fiction subject. Now time came when scientists talk about it. Although I wouldn’t take their immortality pill because they are very famous for their Frankenstein experiments.

So back to the movie, last few years were definitely like a movie, it seemed like world stoped there were no tourists anywhere. During spare time I have visited a lot of sacred places in UK and Ireland it was very interesting experience when there are no people in those places. It was so still and magical, wild animals come out from everywhere and yes extraterrestrials also, nobody bothers them. Nature definitely flourished.

Quite few times the scenery around looked like movie I was thinking is it real although what is real? One time in Highlands there was so much snow, so the road was closed, me and my friend left the car and walked in the highlands there were so many deers, white hares, white owls and other birds and animals and no people. The cold and the snow gave this crisp and clean feeling no human aura, it was so clean energetically, you could see light particles play in the air. Snow sparkles and air seemed sparkling.

And when you back to the city it’s different kind of movie you can sense human fears and how quickly they manifest. Since about 2014 manifestation become very quick and what happens now people who haven’t faced their fears, they start seeing it in physical world.

Also it could be karma from long time ago, even from Atlantean times came into being.

Realities are so drastically different it seems like some people experience apocalyptic events and others have amazing experiences. It’s like in Atlantean times there were people who escaped cataclysm and there were those who caused the cataclysmic…

I don’t want to get into who was good and who was bad although people who made mistakes, hopefully they learned a lesson…because people on this planet tend to run in this self created loop, like movie ground hogs day. Humans should get it right on day, hopefully soon.

Back to my life movie, I live in Scotland, seen a lot of places were they make movies, even met an actor from Highlander series, had an experience how to wield a sword,wrote a book about immortality… I guess Highlander was one of my childhood templates how to make own movie and it’s a kind of magic, like words from famous Queen song…it’s kind of magic…

My new found hobby is stones and I had to mention here, Macleod (Macleod was hero in Highlander series) stone that I seen in isle of Harris and the view around it, definitely movie worthy place isles of Harris and Lewis, the beaches and wild Atlantic…Atlantean times…

New times and new movies must be awesome and wonderful…

Da purple book, being seen

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indraOnce upon a time in a country far far away, in a time and space quite different…in the place that use to be called Soviet Union, the time that is history now…

The girl lived in that space and time, she was ordinary or maybe extraordinary girl…she was the girl who told stories, and she was one of those kinds that tell stories to grandma 👵 and grandma would fall asleep, not the other way round. She have learned to read and write at early age, she tough other kids how to read and she read and told stories to other kids that couldn’t read yet.

Like other kids she had to go to school although she didn’t like school because it had too many rules and restrictions also kids would get punished there.

One day a homework at school was to write a story or a poem.

A girl was very happy about that that’s her element, the words…

The girl was busy all weekend she wrote a poem, she wrote a story, she made a little book, she drew pictures in the book. The cover of the book was purple, she have used the nicest paper she had for the book, and in times of Soviet Union, even that was scarce. She enjoyed the process she looked at the book and it was the most perfect book, she couldn’t wait for Monday to bring her book to school.

Monday came and she went to school, she was happy then. The teacher at school asked to show the homework, a story or a poem, and the girl thought she’s going to show whole book. Girl looked at her bag and she couldn’t find a book, she left book at home. The teacher started screaming and she said many bad words, most likely teacher had a bad day. Teacher said to a girl ‘you’re  a liar’. The girl said that she can go  home and bring the book to school, it would only take few minutes. Teacher didn’t want to hear that and she decided to punish a girl and write a very bad mark.

This world is a weird place people may destroy other people’s lives just because they had a bad day and then the chain continues.

Don’t ruin someone’s day just because you had a bad day, people are not emotional bins…

Situations like that happened many times in girls life that she was blamed for things she didn’t do. People just don’t want to know and don’t want to hear, they don’t care what is true, they want to be right, indulge in self righteousness. This world seemed unfair and it was…although are you going to be like those other people, a lot of people are just the right example how not to live your life.

Because of those people girl felt this unnatural sense of guilt, like she had to say I’m sorry for breathing and sorry for existing…

That is exactly what system wants, people who constantly feel guilt, shame and blame. It  is time to say goodbye to these emotions, process and let them go. Time to brake old chain. Be the one who brakes the pattern.

After many years the new purple book was written and it explores sucbject of immortality;

Why people age?

Why people get old?

Why people die?

What human beings are capable of?

What other creatures are out there?

You can read a chapter from the book in pdf file, link below.

Chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance 

You may find my book on lulu.com just put Laura Ciciskinaite and book Indra in search of Immortality

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Chapter from the book, Indra in Search of Immortality

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So, here is one chapter from my book Indra in Search of Immortality. The chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance.You may read it in PDF file that is down below.  Enjoy the reading!!!!!!

 

Chapter Black Black Night and Dragon Dance

Indra in Search of Immortality

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indra

One day I sat down and started writing, well, I wrote maybe, about few thousand words and this was an idea about the book. I wasn’t sure to write a book or not to write it. I decided to ask eternity if it is right decision, to write a book.  Asked Eternity to give me a sign, and I went to the beach. It was warm summer day, August my favourite month of the year. The sea water was warm and looked like an amber. Walking through water and suddenly I saw a crab, very unusual one, very big and one of its limbs was missing (crab limbs can grow back, relevant to subject of immortality), wow that was interesting, also there were a lot of fish in the sea, they were slipping through my feet and I nearly fell. The fish hid in the sand and I couldn’t see them. You know the round fishes that swim very fast? Do you know what they are called?

Oh, oh and I saw so many white feathers on the beach I thought I may collect them and make myself a pillow. Usually white feather is a yes answer. Then I had my doubts maybe there are always so many white feathers on the beach, after few month of observation I could tell that this wasn’t so, many days there were no feathers at all. There were other signs of course. So, I made a decision to write a book, the book Indra in Search of Immortality. By the way, after some time I was reading a book, and crab in that book symbolises, eternal life. That was very interesting coincidence. So eternity sent me right sign. When I was writing this blog post, swan passed me by, just above my head…

I have been interested in subject of immortality since, I was a teenager, not that I would like to preserve physical body forever although ageing and disease seemed so unnatural to me, so this book is a journey how you solve these problems and if you want you may find out how to keep your body for longer.

What causes disease and misery? How to avoid it?

What human beings are capable of?

When you start a book you never know how it is going to end so now it is completed. This book was very unexpected and peculiar journey.

You can buy the book on lulu site and here is the link:

http://www.lulu.com/shop/laura-ciciskinaite/indra-in-search-of-immortality/ebook/product-24014486.html