Storms in consciousness 2020 and beyond

It was middle of the 2019, any trip taken would be accompanied by the storm and, thunder and lightning, I remember swiming in the Baltic sea during the storm, and life guards told me off and said ‘you have to get out, it is a red flag’. The thunder was wonderful, sea was wavy…It’s powerful cinematic memory, incredably humbling, the contrast between dark water and flashes of lightning…beaches usually packed with people although weather made beach empty…

…and then 2020 came over, I went to Orkney islands in Scotland, on the New Years, Hogmanay, and it was a storm, but of cource…seeing ring of Brodgar, the ancient stone circle, it’s like stepping back in time…

After the storm, perfect stillnes started and I could meditate and experience the stillness.

…we all know what happened that year, 2020…

…I went to buy my first smart phone that year, I didn’t have smart phone before then…

…I bought a smart phone when lockdownds happened…

…since then life became like a crazy movie…you couldn’t make that stuff up…

…and then storm after storm, after storm…

It’s 2025, the end of it…

The water element got crazy the storms and rain are everywhere, floods…it’s crazy…

Last year we had 111 mph winds…

Water element is connected to human emotions…human consciousness is effecting the water element…

Human emotions are very unstable and there are a lot of negativity from human consciousness…the distruction times, when worlds have been destroid…so, apocaliptical “stuff” happens in their reality…

…the reality is only good for the experienced consciousness surfers and profesional divers…

…you are here for a crazy ride…

Sometimes dream about this universal turtle that balances the waters of reality.

You have to become that turtle and balance your water element.

Medusa Feminin Power

Medusa is known as Greek mythological creature. She was turned into monstrosity by goddess Athena. Before that medusa was the priestess and God Poseidon violated her in Athena’s temple. Medusa was one of the priestess that had to stay virgin all her life.

In wrath Athena turned Medusa into monstosity, her hair turned into snakes and anyone who looked at Medusa turned to stone.

So, she was turned into monstrosity because she was violated…

Was it a curse or a blessing?

Medusas apearance from beautiful maiden into monstrosity isolated her from society.

She lived in secluded environment, she lived in isolation, and didn’t bother others.

Hermit life in the cave. Cave reality, isolation from outside world and other beings. It’s like Budghist Mahasiddha Lakshminkara who ran away from mariage and social life and she lived in the cave and created her own world in the cave. Medusa was sort of demigod chimera creature and Lakshminakara was human. Altough in those days cave reality was the only option avalable who didn’t want to be pushed and pulled by society. Did times changed…?…much…

Although a lot of “heros” went to kill Medusa and they all turned to stone. Anyone who looked at her turned to stone.

Perseus was ordered to bring Medusas head, he killed her and cut her head when Medusa slept. Out of Medusas head came out Pegasus and Chrysaor, two of her children who were Poseidons kids also demigods, chimeras.

Interesting Medusa never aproached people, she avoided them, so who was bad here…?

Why so many men went to kill her?

Medusas story is very peculiar, mythical maybe misinterpreted, mistranslated and confused in time…it’s hard to understand for the human mind…although it’s clear, it’s all about female power…and who wants to own it…?

You know Versace logo, it’s Medusas head, suraunded by Greek key. That is the symbol of seduction and female power. The models that Versace chose definetley were godesses in previous life…

…Medusas face also used by rape victims, it is a tatoo, it’s the symbol of the survivors of sexual violance. This is the symbol of reclaiming their power, representing strenght, she is not a victim she stands in her power, she is the survivor.

The picture above is museum in Istambul. The statue is Medusa sitting.

The statue of Medusa, and there are Medusa faces on the colomns in the museum, to ward off evil spirits, the other version Medusas heads were brought from other city as spoils of war…

The place use to be water reservoir, it’s been built in 6th century.

Istumbul use to be Constatinople, in Byzantine empire.

During 6000 years of patriarchy woman attached a lot of meaning and power to their sexuality and looks. Apearance played vital role for survival.

In Medusas case change of apearance was a defence mechanism.

Female is the power in general, although were and for what that power is used?

Who is using that power?

Maybe woman is possessed?

Maybe Divinity uses that power, or woman is a vessel for the Divine power.

Don’t let any evil force use your power as a weapon.

White magical creatures

White beings have special meaning in different cultures. White creatures transcend the ordinary, acting as guardians, messengers, and embodiments of cosmic balance and harmony.

White color is untainted by mental modifications, the world, reality.

White beings may create serenity field.

In the picture above me meeting white peacock. Interesting encounter. When peacock walked away, it flew up the tree to see it’s friend in the tree. I looked up to see other peacock and little white feather fell of the peacock, straight into my hand, of cource I kept the feather…

That felt like blessing from nature. I just been handed a token of grace, a wee magical token, to carry around and remember the magical moment.

It’s not just a feather it’s a story in my treasure chest.

White colour produces all colours although it’s untainted by all…

Dreams…wake up…reality, manifestation…sandbox

Our reality is a dream, co-creation…

You say ‘oh but it is real’, your dreams seem very real when you sleep…

Dream body is more free and fluid, try to take photos in your dreams…someone says its impossible…I tried taking photos in dream, seemed it worked.

All the time you walked in and out of realities or maybe you stayed in one place, for very long.

People get attached to other people, places, things and it all seems very important.

What is important for you? I guess it’s called values and goals. Are there important people in your life? Who is your life’s VIP.

Oh and you are not important in someone’s life, mmm although you would like to be important, important to someone.

People grow up although they don’t their life it’s just sand boxes, you play with certain kids in your sandbox, you don’t alow certain kids in your sandbox.

Just walking through many sandbox some people don’t let me leave, someone don’t want to play, they just won’t let you in their sandbox…

What game you have going on?

Is your game interesting?

I’m going to go and create my own game…build few sand castles…play with some toys 🧸…meet kids from other sandbox…

One day you might wake up and move out of this sandbox reality…and go play with adults and explore the stars…although you have to grow up first…

Until then, sweet dreams…

I saw white dove 🕊 today and the time was 11.11…

Instant manifestation experience

It was lovely summer at Brighton town England. Why it is called Brighton because it gets a lot of sunlight.

For some time I wanted to have pets a small black cat, and white Highland terrier.

My mind created a lot of stories how I can’t have pets because I travel, I’m away from home long periods of time.

Our mind can write a book how we can’t do or have things.

Intellect is interesting thing although it is just a calculator it can’t know things it didn’t experience, it doesn’t exist in it’s database.

Humans afraid of unknown, you can’t know unknown with what you know.

A lot of people’s database is very limited. They kind of very narrow minded.

There are souls that had lots of experience so their database is way bigger.

So back to Brighton and black cat and Highland terrier. So I was just sitting by my laptop at night time and my flat had this huge window. Suddenly I see these two bright lights staring at me. I got really scared. I look closer at it and it’s just a cat staring at me. The night was black and cat is black so I could only see it’s eyes.

My window was open so of course cat invited himself into my flat. Apparently it was my neighbours cat and it started come visiting offten usually he would jump through my window when I would go to sleep or meditating at night time. He would always scare me. Everything in my room was white and when he would jump through the window at night he would be very visible. So the moral of the story is if you close the door to your desire it might come in through a window.

What about a white Highland terrier my neighbour got friend who would bring it’s dog and let the dog run in a garden, so when black cat and white Highland terrier play in the garden I could spend time with them. They where my friends.

The garden near my flat also had foxes badgers, squirrels, frogs also other people’s cats and dogs would come in a garden play. That reality was a wee bit like snow white story.

That garden also had a cat that looked like the cat I had in childhood and she would visit me all the time, she would come in through the door.

Practical Magic in everyday life

Humans use magic in every day life all the time although they can’t realise that. They think Harry Potter stuff is magic, and that is very childish point of view about magic.

For example basic thing like birthday 🎂 cake and candles 🕯️, people don’t realise that is a magical act, a ceremony, ritual. Although it’s done incorrectly basically they do a black magic ritual, so their desires won’t full fill.

One thing in magic you never blow up a candle 🕯️ that’s disrespectful to fire element.
You leave candles to burn to an end.
The cake in old days people would put under family tree 🌳. This would be to say thank you, for the ancestors for the year.

The other ritual is Christmas tree 🎄 that’s a big one, the way they do it now, murder a tree and bring dead tree home. This also like black magic ritual, with the death of a tree peoples desires and wishes die.

It’s better to have plastic tree you can even keep the tree all year round and as decorations put stuff you want to get, like plane for travel, wee decoration house for home. Basically whatever symbolises stuff you want to get.

If you have some kind of tree outside you can decorate that, you may put bird feeder as well.

Very interesting day of the year is Halloween.

It’s a pagan celebration when the veil between worlds is the thinnest. In Lithuania we go to cemetery, light candles there and put flowers on the graves. During that day it’s best do the rituals that honour the ancestors. Give thanks to ancestry.
I had quite few very interesting experiences during Halloween time actually very light with rainbows and butterflies 🦋 literally and my very distant ancestors came to visit me in a dream.
When I asked my ancestors what is the meaning on staying at this reality they said to me experience.

Reality Manifestation Ether Soup of Existence

Do you remember chemistry lesson? You probably hated school…Chemistry and the Madeleev elemental table there are 118 that we know now, in Mendeleev times humans new 63 elements. Do humans know all the elements? of course not…

Eather is not on periodic table because it defines empty space as not empty…

So perceived emptiness it’s like a soup…Empty space is like liquid…

This perceived emptiness constantly influences our reality and we influence that ‘soup’…

There are lots of beings that live in that space…

There are high vibrational beings and low vibrational beings what kind of beings surrounding you depends what kind vibration you emit. Of course each space has it’s own vibration you might change it with your frequency although depends how strong that space is and how strong are you…so, you constantly form, reform, transform…the constant change…depends where you are, who is around you…

You move through reality like through river. You know the saying ‘you can’t step into same river twice’…that’s how reality works…it’s constant change…moving water…

You know when you do the divination with cards or any other tool. It is current state of mind…it’s going to change into something else next moment. That’s why you can’t predict future and predictions get wrong, it’s like weather forecast it’s wright or wrong.

If plant a seed the plant might grow…

How big plant going to be depends on what kind of plant you planted, is the soil right, does it get proper nourishment, does it get enough and right attention?

If you plant an oak it’s going to grow an oak tree…there are lots seeds thrown in the soil and only few become ancient trees…

Lots of ‘I’ walking in the streets although how many of them you can call human, who is involved in self development?

Lots of selfie not much self development…

Some ‘I’ live a life of a poser, vanity fair extraordinaire…no depths to their existence…they float in a sea like amoeba anaware and blissfully ignorant…

Do all souls get enlightened? No

The doggy in the picture just might get enlightened because she is joyous 😊