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Presence of evil

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Cosmopolitan, suburban, European town based on the banks of river Thames, famous for its cafes, bars and parks. It seems like dream place to live.

What caught my attention, a park which is home for many dears and oak trees. At first glance this is a fairytale place; magnificent oak trees, baby dears running around but for some reason I can feel the presence of a darkness…I don’t know where the darkness is coming from but it is there.

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In my mind comes this scene from the movie The Hobbit-Lord of the Rings, when magician Radagast is walking in the woods and notices that something is wrong, he tries to understand what is happening and suddenly he finds out that it is dark magic.

When I walked in the park suddenly I have noticed interesting cloud, very interesting shape…

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One day I wanted to go and meditate under the oak tree, so I come up close to one oak tree and then the other one…and the other one…and one thing they have in common they are infested with some sort of parasites and they are dying or are already dead. I got overwhelmed with sadness and despair, these magnificent beings are dying…and I also got the message don’t touch the trees…

After I have researched the subject of dying oaks it seems that parasites that live on the trees are also harmful to humans, they cause allergies to humans.

When I was researching subject of the oak trees, it seems that oak trees all over the Europe are dying, they are infested with parasites, there are few articles that give scientific reasons why this is happening, but the question arises why this happened all of a sudden? Somebody kills rainforest by cutting the trees and oak trees in Europe dye because of a parasites, could this be caused by GMO, chemtrails or other unknown reason? Could this be a black magic?Who knows?Isn’t GMO and chemtrails black magic?

Also the dear in the park die because of human recklessness they get hit by cars or eat plastic that humans dump on the ground, wild animals eat it and then dye horrible death. This form of evil is called apathy. Apathy is the worst form of evil in human kind. Why it is the worst? Because is invisible to most humans. ‘Slums may well be breeding grounds of crime, but middle class suburbs are incubators of apathy and delirium.’ Cyril Connolly

Please be good to nature use less plastic, recycle and don’t leave rubbish in nature. By destroying nature humans destroy themselves, not even realising that their body is composed of the same elements as the planet. Put to the end this ‘plastic fantastic’ lifestyle, because American dream turned into nightmare.

Evil could be very seductive because it is a master of lie and like in the old fairy tail it seduces. Remember the fairy tail about Hansel and Gretel? Evil can look very appealing but when you look closer you can see that it is a lie. If something looks good doesn’t mean it is good…Appearances could be very deceiving…

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Transience Wabi-Sabi

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First thing that comes in mind thinking about transience,Buddhist monks in their perfect ochre robes making a colourful sand mandala. It takes long time to make it, soon after it is made it is destroyed. Creation and destruction…Sand mandalas are representation of transient material life.

Creation and destruction of mandala is highly ceremonial.

I like to create my ‘sand’ mandalas not really from sand. One was created out of sea shells, very tiny sea shells…nobody can put a price tag on creation like that and now it only ‘exists‘ as photo image…

One day I have left message in the sand made of sea rocks. Of course the message no longer exist in material form, it was washed away by sea waves, hopefully somebody got the message…

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Sea also makes wonderful drawings. Pictures are so perfect…

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Drawings disappear after few hours. Sea water washes pictures away…

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The next day new pictures are created…different pictures.

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Everything is in constant change, well if things would stay the same that would be boring.

There is this saying; ‘The more things change the more they stay the same.’ Constant and change are different sides of the same coin.

Some people say, ‘oh those lifetimes in Lemuria and Atlantis were so much nicer better and now life is so grey’. Remember the lives in Egypt they were so cool I was trying to grasp on those moments, those lifetimes although they slipped through my fingers like sand…

Yes, that might be true. As they say, ‘all good things come to the end’, yeah, but they forgot to say that bad things come to the end too.

My sea shells turn into sand and maybe one day somebody is going to make colourful sand mandala out of that sand.

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Make your own own ‘sand’ mandala every day, every moment, choose colours and ingredients that are best for you and makes you joyful. Enjoy things while they last and don’t be afraid to let go when it is time to do so…

© Laura Ciciskinaite

Moment masterpiece

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Flower Fierworks
Every moment is art. Every moment of your life is art. Creation happens every moment of your life…right now…it happens.When you read this post these words…

You express yourself you read, I write…

The next moment you will go and do something else…you are choosing what you are going to do…free will in self expression…

How do you feel when you do something? Do you ask yourself this question?

They say its not what you do, but who you are…What are you this moment? How do you feel?What defines you?Have you ever asked yourself these questions?

Right now when I write to dogs play in the park…They are so different physically and energetically…One is so happy playing, he seems sooo innocent, the other one seems very unstable something is bothering him, he is angry…the second dog probably was adopted and previous owners abused him, he seems ‘broken’. He gets attention by doing something bad. The first dog is Labrador and the second seems like Rottweiler cross, probably bred for fighting. Labradors suppose to be good and Rottweilers suppose to be bad, isn’t it ironic?Two dogs have the same owner.

The third dog walks in the park and Labrador approaches him. Of course, Labrador is so nice and friendly, and innocent to a third dog and they about to play…Rottweiler approaches the scene and he is aggressive, he wants to do something bad, probably attack third dog. The owner was fast enough to stop it. If that Rottweiler would be human, psychotherapy, emotional processing, shadow work would be a good advice…

Next day I was walking in the park and noticed lots of feathers scattered around, not far away there was a dead pigeon. Most likely the dog killed it, because there are no wild predators in that park. You could still feel terror, aggression and destruction in that place.

Some beings create joy, happiness and others create terror, anger aggression. States of mind that you create, you live in them. If you intentionally create misery for others you live in that state of mind. Why? Because you put a lot of focus on that state of mind, where your focus goes your energy flows. If you intentionally create joy for others you create joy for yourself, because you focus on joy. That’s why the best revenge is joy.

I was observing other creatures in the park there were many birds enjoying their day.

A baby seagull was resting, a squirrel was enjoying an acorn.DSC_0824DSC_0983

You create your own reality and reality creates you all the time. You do this consciously or unconsciously. The best way to create is be conscious and aware what you create and with who you create.

I found this quote somewhere.’Art is how we decorate space. Music is how we decorate time.’ Unknown

The picture at the top called flower fireworks. I didn’t draw since school but one day I took pencils and couldn’t stop…

© Laura Ciciskinaite

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